Someone shoot me!
Time and time again, you have proven to me that I am nothing. So why the hell smile at me? Please don’t do that. You make me love you, you decide that I’m asking too much and changing you. You request a break that I don’t agree on. You ignore me for two weeks. Then you smile at me? Seriously? What is wrong with you?

What is wrong with me?

No more tears, I said.

But I cannot heal this fast.

I see sunset in your eyes.
I don’t know why I’m holding on when you obviously don’t want to.

So THANK YOU for loving me.