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shirl - do you know who she is?twenty one and becoming older unavaliable due to a broken heart person who misses her person keeper who doesn't know if she's a good one hermit who wishes not to deal with humans | |
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We've broken down, we're fading out.
The weekend always seems to let reality set in.Don't feel like baking muffins anymore. Or lying on the bathroom floor. Singing to corpses sound much more delightful. Whatever. She's just going to become more useless, anyway. And she's going to die on her keepee. He can scatter her ashes in the river. Or canal. She isn't fussy. Goodbye. It's a chorus of noise.
QUOTE OF THE WEEK"Shirleen ah, Shirleen." - XXX XXXX XXXX BLEH. Hello my fellow humans (and aliens). How are all of you doing? My boss thinks I am very free. He is driving me up the wall lately. Not that he hasn't been driving me up the wall since day one. Maybe I'm reaching my breaking point. That line up there? That's how he calls me dozens of times a day. These past few days have been testing my patience. Of course, fueled by the fact that my internet is not working and the website that saves my patience by giving me my shows has not been working. The pressure to go into university has started up again. Great, isn't it? Plus, I think I'm getting stressed at work. Amazing. And apparently, there's a charade going on... Life is never fair, is it? I have a right mind to sulk or throw a tantrum (or quit; but perhaps that needs to be thought over in times like this) if that thing happens. RANDOM FACT I'm going on a cruise. <3 shirl Standing on the edge believing.
QUOTE OF THE WEEK'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares. - Nickelback (Gotta Be Somebody) Testing one-two-three. She's tired. She doesn't know what's she's doing. She never does. She's useless. She thinks she sucks at this. And that. And probably everything. Being used or using? Don't worry. Just a short period of depressive ranting. RANDOM FACT She likes her new bag a lot. <3 shirl it's not always rainbows and butterflies.
QUOTE OF THE WEEKIf I went missing, would anyone notice I was gone? - Addison Montgomery (Grey's Anatomy) SCHOOL Oh, wait. I don't go to school anymore. Although, I have been having this feeling of going back to school. Like studying. But as usual, I wouldn't know what to study. WORK Ah, screw ups. I hate screwing up at work. Since my screw ups almost always involve money. The latest screw up involves a certain someone getting a certain letter late. It's always seems that I'm more disappointed in myself than at my boss being mad at me. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I think I mess up at least once or twice a month... Oh well. I'm a contract staff of the company with effect from 1st October 2008. For a year. It's ironic that they would get the contract to be approved the week I had a really strong feeling that I do not want to work anymore. On the other hand, the economy is going down and we're supposedly in a recession so I should not think about quitting my job. It only requires me giving two weeks notice! I did get the job without an interview, so I think it's pretty amazing that I am still here and as a contract staff. Although I suppose if they really do wish to make me a perm staff, I'll have to be interviewed? Or something. I kind of think I suck at my job. FAMILY I heard my mother talking on the phone about renewals of work permits and passports and I so thought of work. I could do it! But I think there's a different procedure for domestic foreign workers... MOM has to send a letter first. Ah. Maybe they have to go for the check up first as well. Then it would be the same! I can do it! Aha. Right. Sorry. So, my mother got a free psp. Mini one I think? Today we went to collect it. It's for my brother. He chose a Matte Bronze. colour. It's a limited edition colour, apparently. I quite like the lavander and pink colour! But since it's not mine... LOVE Were you waiting for this? Lol. Sorry, no updates because I do not know what I am doing. RANDOM FACT My tagbox has been in use since 2006. Take care, all. <3 shirl |