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so sleep alone tonight
shirl - do you know who she is?twenty one and becoming older unavaliable due to a broken heart person who misses her person keeper who doesn't know if she's a good one hermit who wishes not to deal with humans | |
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Don't sell your heart.
So. I recently joined Facebook. It's not just all about poking! Ha. I joined it in an afternoon of extreme boredness. So far it's been pretty alright. Except for random people adding me when I don't know them?I found back several sec school friends whom I haven't seen or spoken to in ages. So that's fine... Though there's this urge not to add certain people due to who their friends are. It doesn't help that things weren't all that clear when it ended. That has never been my strong point. Now I am just a sucker for punishment since I went and looked at the profile and pictures. Not the first time I've been doing that kind of thing, anyway... That group of friends are still in touch after so long... Not like me and my sec sch friends, who seem to have vanished... Quite sad really, people drifting apart when they used to be close. (I suppose that's what you call life?) There's this couple who has been together since sec 3 if I'm not wrong... so that's almost 7 years? That's a long time, isn't it? And I've been abandoned in favour of a DVD. Hurrah! I'll be doing some crappy shit tomorrow. MEH. far away for far too long
IT'S THE WEEKEND! I WON'T HAVE TO WORK FOR 2 WHOLE DAYS!Yay? Work has not been very tolerable this week. Well, towards the end of this week, I guess... I've been having mood swings. Urgh. Never good. My mood can change multiple times within a day and mostly it's been directed at a certain someone... Of course, I end up feeling guilty. But I don't think he knows/bothers/cares. Ah well. Do I know him? Does he know me? What exactly are we doing? Am I asking too much? Am I too demanding? I don't wanna be one of those clingy, jealous type. Though a fellow co-worker tells me it is okay to be jealous since she is a jealous and grumpy wife. Haha. I've been listening to my lunch kakis talk... Thursday, I think, they were talking about women and marriage. All 3 of them are married, one just gave birth. Those older 2 were telling me that it is better not to marry until I am certain I have found the right one. (And how would I know if someone is the right one, I wonder...) And they went on talking about the multiple roles women have to play. Mother, Daughter-In-Law, Sister-In-Law, Teacher and etc... And basically, morale of the story? Don't get married! Hahahaha. Which is what I plan to do. No kids too. And what was he doing throughout this? Playing with his new phone. Oh well. I might as well be used to him ignoring me when at work. In case anyone is wondering, it's been almost 3 months... Ideas for a birthday gift, anyone? Pick your poison.
So... I was reading Tales of The Beedle Bard, which was given to me by my person aka Yap Min who is now probably Down Under Today went by rather fast. I guess it was because of me rushing to handle all three new hires by myself... It's been a long time since we had new people. Perm If they offered me a perm position now, I might seriously consider not studying. Or at least putting it off. Or studying part time. But no. They're not going to do that. Or so far that I know of. They will be waiting until my contract ends. Which is most likely <3 I hate this part.
Sometimes I think there is something very wrong with me.Most of the time, I don't know what I'm doing. Ah well. Life goes on. It doesn't wait for us to figure out what we're doing that makes it so worthwhile. On a brighter note, Happy Valentine's Day. |