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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
I suppose I wouldn't mind lying on a bed and making noise whenever something displeases me. it has not been a good weekend.
 Like the title says, it has not been a good weekend... Perhaps this time, it's been fueled by his statement (promise?) to improve. Sometimes (maybe most of the time?), I wonder if I am the problem. Highly emotional lately. Hai.
still in pieces.
Here I am… at work. With nothing to do. Well, I’m sure I have things to do but my mind’s not working. Might be because I think I have a slight fever… (which might or might not have been passed to me by someone sane.) or maybe because my mind’s too occupied with someone. Perhaps I have yet to recover from it…I don’t know what I want. Now this seems to apply to my personal life as well. Or maybe it’s him blowing ‘hot and cold’. The lack of talking and the fact that it doesn’t bother him? OR. I’m just not good enough? (Doesn't this post just reek of self esteem issues?) NEXT WEEK IS MY BIRTHDAY! Hahaha. Just a not so subtle reminder… in pieces.
Piece me back together when I'm falling apart.I need GLUE to mend the pieces together. Anybody got glue? I need it to recover... (Not the sniffing type, I'm not an drug addict.) Hai. I ren. I ren okay... Until I cannot ren and 'be strong' anymore. And what he says doesn't exactly make me feel better. If you won't lose any sleep over this, then I don't see any point in me telling you anything. Basically, (the favourite phrase of my colleague) he choose them over a certain someone. So yeah. Forget it then. misplaced.
I have been cursing more lately. I blame it on the work.I went quite nuts on Tuesday... My colleague said I sounded "misplaced". That's an interesting word to use. Hai. I don't know what I want. I don't know what I'm doing. Sigh. |