still in pieces.
Here I am… at work. With nothing to do. Well, I’m sure I have things to do but my mind’s not working. Might be because I think I have a slight fever… (which might or might not have been passed to me by someone sane.) or maybe because my mind’s too occupied with someone. Perhaps I have yet to recover from it…

I don’t know what I want.

Now this seems to apply to my personal life as well. Or maybe it’s him blowing ‘hot and cold’. The lack of talking and the fact that it doesn’t bother him? OR. I’m just not good enough? (Doesn't this post just reek of self esteem issues?)

NEXT WEEK IS MY BIRTHDAY! Hahaha. Just a not so subtle reminder…